I just suck badly at essay writing. I actually just re-read this a minute ago and my first thought was like THIS SUCKS. I FORGOT TO MENTION THIS. MY SENTENCE STRUCTURE IS HORRID. OMG I NEED TO ADD HERE. EDIT THIS. RED PEN. DELETE THE WHOLE THING.

My other three essays here went much easier (and I frankly think the quality of them is fifty times better); I think it might just be I got so caught up in making this one perfect that instead it started to suck. My feeling in posting it is really more, "fuck, thank god it's done with" than "happy pride times." 8|

Point being... I'm pretty sure most people can do one of these without the stress. Just not me.